This pain that I have
Leaves me numb inside
Breaks me apart
So I cannot hide
These tiny fragments
of me still remain
Now where I once was whole,
There’s only pain
Slow is my recovery
Doubt inside of me
Did what you did to me
Have to be done to me?
I used to believe, we were forever
You were my future, my one and everything
Now that it’s gone, I don’t want to be
Part of this world, part of this life
Part of anything that says we can’t BE
Love still resides,
deep in our hearts
Distance alone,
keeps us apart
Is love not enough,
to keep us together?
No, don’t tell me now,
I already know the answer
What do I feel now
Ache of the heartbreak
I don’t want it to last
Such a shitty keepsake
I try to forget it all
So I lay myself down
I need to find peace
Or I will surely drown
Sandman has no pity
Sleep escapes me
My mind going crazy
Why can’t you hate me
I used to believe, we were forever
You were my future, my one and everything
Now that it’s gone, I don’t want to be
Part of this world, part of this life
Part of anything that says we can’t BE
Love still resides,
deep in our hearts
Distance alone,
keeps us apart
Is love not enough,
to keep us together?
No, don’t tell me now,
I already know the answer
(fading, spoken more than sang now)
Slow is my recovery
Why can’t you hate me
What do I do now
(music faded out, pause of silence)
What the fuck do I do now?
















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